When your only friends are hotel rooms..

Hands are distant lullabies..

Anberlin, wow, they are so good. I bought their album at creation. Hmm, i think it's in mom's car right now. I wanted to listen to it once when we were going to our summerhouse, but after 15 seconds she asked me "What the heck are we listening to?" and she changed to the radio. Gah, sometimes i wish she could start listening before she gets an opinion. They hadn't even started singing before she complained. They rock, seriously, i love them. Especially when i'm jogging, my favorite jogging song by them is probably "Godspeed". It gives you so much energy, feels like you could run forever. I so wanna get back my "adoring running-feeling". I don't think many of you guys have ever felt that way about running, but i have. And it's an amazing feeling. It's like a craving, you just have to run, like a drug. You have too much energy inside that you need to let out. It's like the time when you can be alone and think, and dream. I miss it. I miss it so much. I guess the only way to get it back is to keep on running and get over the hard part, which is probably the first three weeks. I feel pretty unmotivated though because of the weather, but i'm sure i can do it.

Anyways, i don't know why i'm writing in english, there's no special reason.